And I loved him #1

I know how it feels, sitting there trying to figure out what you could have done differently. Playing scenarios over and over in your head. Analyzing the world trying to figure out the exact moment things went wrong. Questioning yourself and whether it was all worth the wait. I mean, why isn’t your love enough? Why doesn’t this person see how amazing you are and how much you have to offer? Why are you chasing this person just to get things work when there almost pointless? Oh wait, that is the pointless thing that I was talking about? I t’s waiting for something that might never happen. It’s looking at someone who doesn’t see you. It’s thinking about someone day and night while you probably never cross their mind. It’s looking at your phone hoping they’d text you or call you as they call someone else. It’s reaching out to them with so much fervor as they respond with indifference. A One-sided love. Torture, battlefield, and heartbreak as it's definition. D...